"All I know is with Guardians is that they feel connected with everything about their Wards," she says, "Iris could even feel Kaden's caffine high - it's like they're joined at the hip. And once you have a Ward, you're connected for life... but, Iris is different. She's not totally like Chicago angels.. I don't know how she's made the bond or how she got wings, but she's still human. It just makes it all so much more complicated,"

"That's why I was trying to keep him away, Cas," she says weakly with a defeated look. "I know, I--" she closes her eyes, wincing at the memories. They're uncomfortable. She remembers the drugs and the tears and the darkness. She wishes she could forget it all, but she mustn't. It's the only thing that's driving her.

"I don't know what else to do," she says finally, "I'm tired of... I'm tired of not doing anything,"