I sort of know a bit about what Callings are like. I felt one once. So it's okay if you can't explain. And if you have that towards killing people, I can understand how it's an impossible situation. Just... it's so hard to know why that would exist in the first place. I can imagine it, but then again, it doesn't seem real. Why be called to something like that? I still want to work that out.

I'm glad you're proud, though. I tend to think powers are something to be proud of. Maybe they should be proud too, even. It feels sad to say, almost, but perhaps they're doing something good too. I don't know really. I don't like war, and the pain people have to go through scares me. But I shouldn't judge what I don't know....

I know it's okay. I don't like people being killed before their time, but death's not bad itself. I'll do my best, but also, it's not the worst thing that can happen to them, I know, so... I won't beat myself up.

Or is it that you're saying that everyone's killed when it's their time? That's interesting, actually... I'd never thought of that. It seems strange because some people die so horribly. But it also makes sense, that everybody's just got a time.